Sanne Kercher
Moments flickered away,
Months went by.
But i was always the same,
I dont know why?
People changed,
From my friends to my allies.
How come I,
Never did realize?
I knew I was a fool because,
Even years apart,
I kept that someone,
Very close to my heart.
She was a friend, a sister,
A nurse, a teacher,
I was the only dimwit, lamebrain,
Stupid creature.
I had faith that,
Best friends were meant to be forever.
But now with what she has become,
I know we can never be together.
Heres a short say,
Telling you how she,
Let go of my trust,
And from her infidelity, set me free!
She was shy,
I was loud.
She was humble,
I was proud.
We gave each other,
All the attention we needed.
Our egos never failed to clash,
But whenever troubles came, to each other we pleaded.
I knew i was never going to find someone like her,
I never had a doubt.
But what she thought of me,
Till today i haven't found out.
I dont know if she thought me close,
I dont know if she lied.
But whenever I thought about how much I cared,
I always sat up and cried.
What I always wanted in the beginning,
She grew up to be that friend.
Little did i know,
This was how it was going to end.
Moments flickered away,
Months went by.
But I was always the same,
I dont know why?
Was there something wrong with me?
Was i supposed to change too?
When i look at her now i think,
Oh no! What did i do?
10 years later,
I see her wearing a skimpy dress.
The conservative girl i knew before,
Was now a total mess!
Did 'change' do this to her?
Or did i expect a little too much?
Because she was no more that sensitive girl,
With that helping hand and a caring touch.
God i miss that girl,
Who taught me how to live.
Now what more do i tell her?
What more do i give?
I feel guilty,
I feel disturbed but all in vain.
Even though all i did was for her,
I took all the strain.
I was reluctant to let go,
But i knew that was the right thing to do.
Because life is like a seesaw,
And I will have to learn too.
She learned the hard way,
And I think it was right.
Still I cried all morning,
Thinking i realized it was one small mistake,
It felt completely strange.
To know that it was all an ignored blunder and,
I could have been the change.
Later i realized,
Destiny is Gods way of being naughty,
I understood towards the end.
That how much ever i keep away,
One day i will descend!